i think i think too much.
i know i think too much, because if i ever act half as much as i think, i overdo it and everything blows out of preportion. i just need to breathe and let things settle. i over-analyze so i that i don't worry but it doesn't stop the fear of losing something i might have missed.
the scariest thing happened this morning, i swear i had a small heart attack. it was the most painful feeling in the world.
i'm glad to be alive.
"you can stand under my umbrella" 11:19am
(you know you're having a self induced rough time when a text like that from an old friend makes everything better)
ignore the cigg